Maybe its the fact that I just saw my best friend and boyfriend last week, and knowing that I won’t be seeing them for another two months

Maybe it could be the series of catastrophic bad luck that has been unleashed on me all week (it doesn’t seem to be slowing down either!)

Maybe it could be not having a phone for the last 6 days and the subsequent laziness of not getting a new one that has resulted in my inability to contact people as easily as I’d like to…

…but I’m feeling kinda lonely at the moment.

I think on a deeper level though, on top of this, I’m experiencing an overwhelming sense of disappointment in myself – that my emotion can be so easily influenced by these factors which, considering, are actually very much within my control. At age 27, I really should be at one with myself to not be affected by these petty little things.

First world problems, I know, but I guess it just means I still have a lot of growing up to do.

Ugh.